i know i don't do journals as often as other people on DA does but anyways here it goes.

one day i talked with my brother on the phone and i told him about my dreams and goals he told me that i shouldn't be childish.

ok since when a dream childish i know they are but dreams can be possible to be made if the person is willing to do it.

its like the case with me being a cashier i used to work outside pushing carts in my job till i worked hard to get to a position i wanted in my job was to be a cashier.

i have worked an entire year out there till i accomplished something and i did and now i am finally a cashier.

and since my dream is to publish my manga and work in the animation industry i thought to myself why not persue it.

my brother is in the military i guess he thinks being badass and dull is cool but to me its not.

i like being who i am if i want to draw for the rest of my life because i enjoy doing something i love then why not, but then again i am not controlled by him because he has a seperate life.

but well i don't need to listen to him i got my own life to worry about let him worry about his and i worry about my life myself.